Day of Many Meetings

Today, at UNLV, I managed to run into several people I know, which is a very rare occurance, so I felt the need to write it down. I ran into John, Sam, Andrew, and Lacey (I think, I didn't talk to her). Weird that so many people go this campus and yet you can go entire semesters without seeing them.

My German teacher is right, this campus is like a small city. Speaking of German, I have a lot of work to make up because of my week absence. I Don't want to get left behind like I did last semester.

Diet Day #1 is going smoothly so far. Had Panda Express, but changed the Chow Mein out with steamed rice and the Orange Chicken out with Mushroom Chicken. I know its still bad, but I had to eat something and I figured that would do the least damage. Need to run once I get off work.

Work should be a sanctuary for now. Probably will have some stuff piled up while I was away, but shouldn't be too bad.

Birthday Beachfest

Yesterday, I got home from a week long vacation in Oceanside, California. I can't even start to describe how relaxing it was. The place we were staying was a house right on the beach, like literally 50 feet from the beach. During our stay we were visited by Josh, Pam, Sonny (sp?) Burke, Reese, Kyle W. and Kate. Shantia stayed with us as well, but for the entire duration of the week. The weather was amazing and the ocean was a great temperature. My only complaint could be the humidity, but thats just because I come from a desert.

I'll try to post some pictures if I get around to it.

Current mood - exhausted



Currently Playing - Toss the Turtle

The Experience: Part 3

A friend of mine had his third experience tonight. I knew everything that was going through his head.




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Car Wreck

Yesterday Night I got into a car accident. A drunk Driver ran a red light and T-Boned my car. Totalling it.

I escaped with lacerations on my arm, some on my head, severely bruised (if not broken) ribs, bruised forearm and finger bones, and a headful of stress.


I'm not quite sure at this point what my situation is, but I've been stuck at my parents house without any form of transportation. My mind is running wild, whether from the stress of the situation or the painkillers they have prescribed me, I'm not sure. Whatever it is from, its keeping me up all night as the dreams I have when I do manage to fall asleep are terrifying.

This feels like a bad dream.


I just hope everything works itself out.

I guess I'll try to sleep again or see if there is something on TV worth watching.

I wasn't ready.

Had a dream, seemed more like a choice.


I dreamed I was at my apartment, hella drowsy from taking my painkillers that I'm on, and my brother asked me to pick him up. I felt frustrated/frightened because I didn't want to leave my brother hanging, but I didn't think I would be capable of driving. I realized at this point that I wasn't at my apartment, but instead still on the couch at my parents. I saw my brother appear in front of me out of the shadows. I didn't want to move because of fear, but I went to kick him to see if he was real. At this point I realized that if I didn't wake up from this dream right now, I would die and be forced into another life.



I wasn't ready.



Just writing this, I saw a squiggly light flash onto the wall next to me. I'm delusional atm.....

I can't wait for morning. I'm sweating and Not sure I trust myself.


I can't even sleep this bad night off.

One Fine Day

Got a lot accomplished today. Got my oil changed, went clothes shopping, and got some other stuff as well.

Still need to hit the gym.

Lost 5 lbs, still need to lose 10 more, but the Panda Express that I'm about to eat isn't going to help that.

I really can't decide about this girl. Sometimes I would like to get to know her more and other times I wouldn't even consider it.

Should probably hang out with my Tom Friend soon. Its been a while.

Got an interview for another job, but it was canceled, so we'll see how this goes. Might have one hellava semester if I get the job though.

Currently Listening to: Let There Be Light - Justice




Current Mood - Hungry and Impatient

Aw man, for serious? Really?

Ok the title is a joke from a video, but this subject is not. I don't know who reads this or will be reading it in the future so I'll be as..... "sensitive" as I can.


So I have this friend.
(you know its going to be a good story when it starts with that)

He likes this girl. She likes him back, but not enough to enter into an exclusive relationship with him. They have been talking for several more than a year now, she even broke up with her current boyfriend so she could start "seeing" my friend. My friend was happy, everyone was happy for him, but me and my other friend never really trusted her. I made it dead set clear. It seems my suspicion was for good reason.

I'm showing up to a different friends birthday party and I immediately notice my friend isn't around to cheer our other friends birthday. I find out he's argueing with the chick (a common practice between them at this point). Anyways the night continues and they continue fighting until it goes from the backyard into the front yard.

I recieve a text from my friend saying he's going home, but he was obviously too inebriated to drive, so I quickly run to the front yard to try and stop him. He's just chilling in his car and tells me he's going to go for "a walk." Knowing he's not drunk enough to do anything seriously stupid, I let him go, hoping that by the time he gets back everything will be kosher and he'll join in the festivities.

About an hour later he gets back and says he made up with the chick, blah blah blah everything should be good.

Two days later, he calls me up and we decide to just chill at some park. Night winds down and we start driving back to his place to drop him off. For shits and giggles we decide to drive past her house, "to see if she's sleeping with some dude tonight" completely a joke, but my friend jokingly states how pissed and hurt he would be if it were actually true. We dismiss the thought and drive past her house on the way home only to discover that our joke was actually reality. 3a.m. and a car is parked outside that we recognize as her ex's.

"It's over," Those are the words that exit his mouth right afterwards. We drive to our other buddie's house (the other one that was suspicious) for moral support and discuss the situation. My buddy decides he'll just never talk to the chick again. Wam Bam Thank you man its finally over...... Or so I think.

Today, probably a month later I just found out he got drunk and told another chick that he's still in love with her and two days ago he asked for her number from me (I didn't have it), but I said, "haha you gonna give her another piece of your mind?" and he responded with, "Nah, I realized it was high school to be that mad at her."

Last I checked it wasn't "HIGH SCHOOL" to be mad at someone who lies to you and breaks your heart. Maybe I'm just caught up in "old ways" or some shit, but this whole situation is Bullshit.


Currently Listening to: The Kids Aren't Alright -The Offspring (haha ironic)


Current mood: Dunno, something like a mix between amused and frustrated


In order to lighten the mood after this venting of drama I present to you this picture.