Monday, September 21, 2009

Day of Many Meetings

Today, at UNLV, I managed to run into several people I know, which is a very rare occurance, so I felt the need to write it down. I ran into John, Sam, Andrew, and Lacey (I think, I didn't talk to her). Weird that so many people go this campus and yet you can go entire semesters without seeing them.

My German teacher is right, this campus is like a small city. Speaking of German, I have a lot of work to make up because of my week absence. I Don't want to get left behind like I did last semester.

Diet Day #1 is going smoothly so far. Had Panda Express, but changed the Chow Mein out with steamed rice and the Orange Chicken out with Mushroom Chicken. I know its still bad, but I had to eat something and I figured that would do the least damage. Need to run once I get off work.

Work should be a sanctuary for now. Probably will have some stuff piled up while I was away, but shouldn't be too bad.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Birthday Beachfest

Yesterday, I got home from a week long vacation in Oceanside, California. I can't even start to describe how relaxing it was. The place we were staying was a house right on the beach, like literally 50 feet from the beach. During our stay we were visited by Josh, Pam, Sonny (sp?) Burke, Reese, Kyle W. and Kate. Shantia stayed with us as well, but for the entire duration of the week. The weather was amazing and the ocean was a great temperature. My only complaint could be the humidity, but thats just because I come from a desert.

I'll try to post some pictures if I get around to it.

Current mood - exhausted
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Currently Playing - Toss the Turtle
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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

The Experience: Part 3

A friend of mine had his third experience tonight. I knew everything that was going through his head.




strange

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Car Wreck

Yesterday Night I got into a car accident. A drunk Driver ran a red light and T-Boned my car. Totalling it.

I escaped with lacerations on my arm, some on my head, severely bruised (if not broken) ribs, bruised forearm and finger bones, and a headful of stress.


I'm not quite sure at this point what my situation is, but I've been stuck at my parents house without any form of transportation. My mind is running wild, whether from the stress of the situation or the painkillers they have prescribed me, I'm not sure. Whatever it is from, its keeping me up all night as the dreams I have when I do manage to fall asleep are terrifying.

This feels like a bad dream.


I just hope everything works itself out.

I guess I'll try to sleep again or see if there is something on TV worth watching.

I wasn't ready.

Had a dream, seemed more like a choice.


I dreamed I was at my apartment, hella drowsy from taking my painkillers that I'm on, and my brother asked me to pick him up. I felt frustrated/frightened because I didn't want to leave my brother hanging, but I didn't think I would be capable of driving. I realized at this point that I wasn't at my apartment, but instead still on the couch at my parents. I saw my brother appear in front of me out of the shadows. I didn't want to move because of fear, but I went to kick him to see if he was real. At this point I realized that if I didn't wake up from this dream right now, I would die and be forced into another life.



I wasn't ready.



Just writing this, I saw a squiggly light flash onto the wall next to me. I'm delusional atm.....

I can't wait for morning. I'm sweating and Not sure I trust myself.


I can't even sleep this bad night off.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

One Fine Day

Got a lot accomplished today. Got my oil changed, went clothes shopping, and got some other stuff as well.

Still need to hit the gym.

Lost 5 lbs, still need to lose 10 more, but the Panda Express that I'm about to eat isn't going to help that.

I really can't decide about this girl. Sometimes I would like to get to know her more and other times I wouldn't even consider it.

Should probably hang out with my Tom Friend soon. Its been a while.

Got an interview for another job, but it was canceled, so we'll see how this goes. Might have one hellava semester if I get the job though.

Currently Listening to: Let There Be Light - Justice
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Current Mood - Hungry and Impatient
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Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Aw man, for serious? Really?

Ok the title is a joke from a video, but this subject is not. I don't know who reads this or will be reading it in the future so I'll be as..... "sensitive" as I can.


So I have this friend.
(you know its going to be a good story when it starts with that)

He likes this girl. She likes him back, but not enough to enter into an exclusive relationship with him. They have been talking for several more than a year now, she even broke up with her current boyfriend so she could start "seeing" my friend. My friend was happy, everyone was happy for him, but me and my other friend never really trusted her. I made it dead set clear. It seems my suspicion was for good reason.

I'm showing up to a different friends birthday party and I immediately notice my friend isn't around to cheer our other friends birthday. I find out he's argueing with the chick (a common practice between them at this point). Anyways the night continues and they continue fighting until it goes from the backyard into the front yard.

I recieve a text from my friend saying he's going home, but he was obviously too inebriated to drive, so I quickly run to the front yard to try and stop him. He's just chilling in his car and tells me he's going to go for "a walk." Knowing he's not drunk enough to do anything seriously stupid, I let him go, hoping that by the time he gets back everything will be kosher and he'll join in the festivities.

About an hour later he gets back and says he made up with the chick, blah blah blah everything should be good.

Two days later, he calls me up and we decide to just chill at some park. Night winds down and we start driving back to his place to drop him off. For shits and giggles we decide to drive past her house, "to see if she's sleeping with some dude tonight" completely a joke, but my friend jokingly states how pissed and hurt he would be if it were actually true. We dismiss the thought and drive past her house on the way home only to discover that our joke was actually reality. 3a.m. and a car is parked outside that we recognize as her ex's.

"It's over," Those are the words that exit his mouth right afterwards. We drive to our other buddie's house (the other one that was suspicious) for moral support and discuss the situation. My buddy decides he'll just never talk to the chick again. Wam Bam Thank you man its finally over...... Or so I think.

Today, probably a month later I just found out he got drunk and told another chick that he's still in love with her and two days ago he asked for her number from me (I didn't have it), but I said, "haha you gonna give her another piece of your mind?" and he responded with, "Nah, I realized it was high school to be that mad at her."

Last I checked it wasn't "HIGH SCHOOL" to be mad at someone who lies to you and breaks your heart. Maybe I'm just caught up in "old ways" or some shit, but this whole situation is Bullshit.


Currently Listening to: The Kids Aren't Alright -The Offspring (haha ironic)
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Current mood: Dunno, something like a mix between amused and frustrated


In order to lighten the mood after this venting of drama I present to you this picture.


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Tuesday, July 7, 2009

2009 has been an eventful year.

So I'm sitting at work right now, thinking about how I got punched in the face. I now have five stitches and a black eye. I had a possible concussion. All the result of a good friend punching me in a play fight. Well I thought it was a play fight, obviously he didn't. fuck though man, who the fuck does that. Not only has this shaken my friendship with him, but its made me evaluate my friendship with everyone. Everyone seems to take me for granted, to walk all over me. I'm so tired of not getting respect. Not getting decency. It hurts more than the fucking stitches or the punch. I don't give a fuck that I got punched, I give a fuck that it was by one of my best friends, a guy I lived with. Over what too? Because I said, "We should fight." with a smile on my face. Probably a stupid ass grin too since I was drunk as hell.


Take away the trust and what do you have left?


To top off this granddaddy of all bad weeks, The food that was prepared for me at my house is probably getting eaten by someone else. Fantastic.


I want to forgive and forget this entire situation. I really do, but there comes a point where I can't stop ignoring how my friends are treating me as a lower class.


Current mood - I think you can figure that one out.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Epiquest

Sky diving, Cali, san diego, Rainbow factory, blah blah too tired write later.



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Sunday, June 21, 2009

Champions

Yea as the title says, me and Bryan are Champions. Went to a beer pong tournament at one of his friends houses and won the entire thing. Made some money going to a party. Sounds like a good deal to me.
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Going to California, might be going skydiving..... we'll see.

Father's Day tomorrow. Callaway Golf.

Pandora rocks.

Forgot I was supposed to go to that movie with Tasha.... feel kinda bad, but I don't think she really cares, probably has better shit going on anyways.

Currently Listening to: Red Hot Chili Peppers - Otherside
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Current Mood: Content
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Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Chaya Puppy

Not sure if I mentioned this before and too lazy to look right now, but we got a puppy. An American Stafordshire terrier. Her name is Chaya, pronounced (K - Long I - short A) she is adorable. Recently however she has been a handful. She never had her du-claws (sp?) removed and has learned how to grab with them. Also She has been making quite a mess of the place by going to the bathroom where she pleases. Today, I let her out front to go to the bathroom and she bolted. I had to kick off my sandals to run and catch up with her and with my luck she ran through a field of sharp rocks. I finally caught her and brought her back inside and as soon as I set her down she deficates (shits) on the carpeting. How annoying. Finally got my room all sorted out. I might get some pictures up here.... If I find the time.

Monday, May 18, 2009

New Chapter

Well I have moved out once again. I suppose to be cliche, I should name this chapter the MTM Chapter.

I have a small apartment now with my brother and his girlfriend. Hopefully we won't kill each other before our lease is up.


*remembered some financial paperwork that needed to be done, then got some food, then started watching comedy central, now going to pick up a paycheck.

Hummingbird vs. Mockingbird

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A few days ago I witnessed a truly amazing sight. My family has a hummingbird nested under our front pouch cover. The bird laid eggs almost a week ago and today she left the nest for a while. While she was gone a Mockingbird came looking for a meal from the nest, fortunately this is right when the hummingbird showed back up. Infuriated by the Mockingbird's presence, the hummingbird flew straight into the mockingbird with full force. Repeatedly the hummingbird would back up and ram the Mockingbird with its beak. The Mockingbird was forced to retreat and the hummingbird returned to the nest victorious.


Its a truly amazing world we live in.

Monday, April 20, 2009

4/20 was a good day, Who would've known?

So pretty much 4/20 was the best day I've had in a long time, and not because of the reason you'd think. First off, I don't smoke. So no weed references here. Second off, titties make the world go round. I don't have a huge attraction to them, until they belong to people that I've had a pathetic high school crush on. Then it hits home. Woke up to a good morning picture of titties, which really starts the day off right. Then moved onto some other titties [censored] :D

I would give pictures, but since they aren't my titties, i don't feel the right to disclose them to the interwebs :P besides, I like having the picture all to myself hahaha Yea i'm a selfish prick, wanna fight about it? (in Family Guy Midget accent).






DMV tomorrow :(
New Driver's Liscence. yay.

Wish me luck!

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Things don't go according to plan.

the title says it all.

Here's a quick update. Started working for my brother. So working two jobs, hitting school, and trying to hit the gym. Trying to diet, no luck.

Shan is staying here for a while instead of moving to washington.



Here's how things haven't been going according to plan. My bro keeps changing the "plan" waging between what I am getting paid, how I am going to do the job, how many pools I get, ect. This is frustrating.

my house offer fell through the cracks. So i'm still stuck at this house. -_-

A friend of mine, well secrets are secrets. Let's just say I feel sorry for her for making that decision. She'll probably grow to regret it, but who knows. It just ... meh too much time spent on this topic.

Life has a strange way of whipping you in the face.

Currently listening: Forever Young - Interactive

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Current mood- disgusted

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Crossroads

I've reached a point in my life where I no longer have the same motivational factors that I used to. Video Games no longer control my thoughts or my time, although I still find them as a pleasant escape. Mainly my focus on sex has decreased severly. I still have a certain drive for it, but I no longer find it as desirable. It's as if I've transitioned into another part of my life.

On the bright side, motivation is much easier to obtain. Whether it be for school, the gym, work, whatever. I can somehow get myself up and just do things anymore. Not always willingly, but still, it gets done :D


Hopefully I'll have that six pack soon :P

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Work

Built two podiums at work. Kinda looked like this:

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I'm proud of my work, even though it wasn't very challenging. Just knowing that I constructed it makes me feel good tho.


That tis all.


Mood - Content

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O yes looking up that happy face reminds me that I might be seeing The Watchmen this weekend.... We'll see though.

Currently listening to - The complete and utter silence of my office.

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Saturday, February 28, 2009

Bowling Night

Fun night of bowling with the boys and a few new lifeguards. New Guards are cool. Was the DD of the night. Was nice cuz I got a break from drinking. Was Hilarious to watch Kyle and one of the new guards fall on the bowling lane multiple times. Kyle also hit himself in the foot with a bowling ball. Probably needless to say he got pretty trashed tonight and I had to carry him part of the way to the car. Once inside the car he kept saying something about a to-go ball or the ball to his house. Somehow he connected this said ball with holding directions to his house or something because he was getting very frustrated that I had no idea what he was talking about. He passed out soon afterwards.



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Monday, January 26, 2009

My Diminishing Memory

It is rather scary how little I can remember. I just hope this doesn't mean I am going to have some disease when I get older.

On a lighter note, can't wait for the gym today. Becoming addicted to it again :D Which is a good thing lol

Hope the pool hires me back, but it isn't looking good for me. No call back after about a week and a half, but I guess patience is a virtue.

Been going to Cloud 9 a lot more with Kyle, talking to a lot of girls, but nothing really developing from any of them. Its just like empty hopes, like something knows I'm not into it 100% so its just like null. Whatev as I was saying i'm not looking for a girl 100% anyways.
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The King of Swords is Determined and will not stop until he gets what he desires.
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Ich Heiße Miles.
As you can see my german classes are going very slowly, but I am committing myself to this study(finally). I'm getting a lot of support (even if sometimes its frustrating) from my parents.
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All other classes are boring me. Except maybe Psych but I'm way ahead in there. Business is in 25 minutes... not looking forward to that.

Random bouts of fear. Nothing to worry about I'm sure. Paranoid still, but not too badly, it fades in and out.

Possibly overconfident at times, convinced that certain people are looking at me. Still hella competitive as the guy on the track learned.

Still training for the Las Vegas Marathon. Mileage has been uped to 30-35 miles a week. Need to boost it up in maybe two more weeks, I just don't want to go up too fast since the marathon is in December, but I do need the base.....

Going to try to run with the track team on Fridays. We'll see if I remember this week.... :/

Currently Listening: Evanescence - Sweet Sacrifice
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Security at the U

I got a security job at the U. Paradise campus, which is hecka ghetto and has some visits from bums and stuff, but its a hecka chill job. Just make sure this place is locked down tight at night and make sure everyone is happy during the afternoon. I'll be sure to write about any strange happenings around here as I'm sure some will come up during my stay here. This place seems like its about to fall apart, things shake and rattle, and make strange noises. Might get kinda creepy when I'm the only one here. I'm in somewhat of a sanctuary in the main office tho. Only one entrance, well unlocked entrance and I have full visibility of it. Other entrance makes a lot of noise when someone comes in or out of it. Just venturing into the rooms is kinda spooky. Pitch black in there.

Monday, January 5, 2009

The King Of Swords

I am afraid. My mind ensnares me in terror. Even though me death probably won't be for some time, the thought of death is too overwhelming for me. I know my mind cannot comprehend it... but it seems sooo terrible. My mind is so powerful. My body has no chance. It is completely helpless.

Shout out to Ms. Stephanie Lewis.


On a brighter note, I have some of the best friends someone could ask for. Love you guys, no homo.