My Diminishing Memory

It is rather scary how little I can remember. I just hope this doesn't mean I am going to have some disease when I get older.

On a lighter note, can't wait for the gym today. Becoming addicted to it again :D Which is a good thing lol

Hope the pool hires me back, but it isn't looking good for me. No call back after about a week and a half, but I guess patience is a virtue.

Been going to Cloud 9 a lot more with Kyle, talking to a lot of girls, but nothing really developing from any of them. Its just like empty hopes, like something knows I'm not into it 100% so its just like null. Whatev as I was saying i'm not looking for a girl 100% anyways.


The King of Swords is Determined and will not stop until he gets what he desires.


Ich Heiße Miles.
As you can see my german classes are going very slowly, but I am committing myself to this study(finally). I'm getting a lot of support (even if sometimes its frustrating) from my parents.


All other classes are boring me. Except maybe Psych but I'm way ahead in there. Business is in 25 minutes... not looking forward to that.

Random bouts of fear. Nothing to worry about I'm sure. Paranoid still, but not too badly, it fades in and out.

Possibly overconfident at times, convinced that certain people are looking at me. Still hella competitive as the guy on the track learned.

Still training for the Las Vegas Marathon. Mileage has been uped to 30-35 miles a week. Need to boost it up in maybe two more weeks, I just don't want to go up too fast since the marathon is in December, but I do need the base.....

Going to try to run with the track team on Fridays. We'll see if I remember this week.... :/

Currently Listening: Evanescence - Sweet Sacrifice

Security at the U

I got a security job at the U. Paradise campus, which is hecka ghetto and has some visits from bums and stuff, but its a hecka chill job. Just make sure this place is locked down tight at night and make sure everyone is happy during the afternoon. I'll be sure to write about any strange happenings around here as I'm sure some will come up during my stay here. This place seems like its about to fall apart, things shake and rattle, and make strange noises. Might get kinda creepy when I'm the only one here. I'm in somewhat of a sanctuary in the main office tho. Only one entrance, well unlocked entrance and I have full visibility of it. Other entrance makes a lot of noise when someone comes in or out of it. Just venturing into the rooms is kinda spooky. Pitch black in there.

The King Of Swords

I am afraid. My mind ensnares me in terror. Even though me death probably won't be for some time, the thought of death is too overwhelming for me. I know my mind cannot comprehend it... but it seems sooo terrible. My mind is so powerful. My body has no chance. It is completely helpless.

Shout out to Ms. Stephanie Lewis.


On a brighter note, I have some of the best friends someone could ask for. Love you guys, no homo.