The Experience: Part 3

A friend of mine had his third experience tonight. I knew everything that was going through his head.




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Car Wreck

Yesterday Night I got into a car accident. A drunk Driver ran a red light and T-Boned my car. Totalling it.

I escaped with lacerations on my arm, some on my head, severely bruised (if not broken) ribs, bruised forearm and finger bones, and a headful of stress.


I'm not quite sure at this point what my situation is, but I've been stuck at my parents house without any form of transportation. My mind is running wild, whether from the stress of the situation or the painkillers they have prescribed me, I'm not sure. Whatever it is from, its keeping me up all night as the dreams I have when I do manage to fall asleep are terrifying.

This feels like a bad dream.


I just hope everything works itself out.

I guess I'll try to sleep again or see if there is something on TV worth watching.

I wasn't ready.

Had a dream, seemed more like a choice.


I dreamed I was at my apartment, hella drowsy from taking my painkillers that I'm on, and my brother asked me to pick him up. I felt frustrated/frightened because I didn't want to leave my brother hanging, but I didn't think I would be capable of driving. I realized at this point that I wasn't at my apartment, but instead still on the couch at my parents. I saw my brother appear in front of me out of the shadows. I didn't want to move because of fear, but I went to kick him to see if he was real. At this point I realized that if I didn't wake up from this dream right now, I would die and be forced into another life.



I wasn't ready.



Just writing this, I saw a squiggly light flash onto the wall next to me. I'm delusional atm.....

I can't wait for morning. I'm sweating and Not sure I trust myself.


I can't even sleep this bad night off.

One Fine Day

Got a lot accomplished today. Got my oil changed, went clothes shopping, and got some other stuff as well.

Still need to hit the gym.

Lost 5 lbs, still need to lose 10 more, but the Panda Express that I'm about to eat isn't going to help that.

I really can't decide about this girl. Sometimes I would like to get to know her more and other times I wouldn't even consider it.

Should probably hang out with my Tom Friend soon. Its been a while.

Got an interview for another job, but it was canceled, so we'll see how this goes. Might have one hellava semester if I get the job though.

Currently Listening to: Let There Be Light - Justice




Current Mood - Hungry and Impatient